Thursday, June 23, 2016

Home

My son stood among our packed bags in our kitchen yesterday and asked, "So, is East Eden, ´home´?" 

I said, "Yes." 

"Then what do you call this," he asked as he pointed to the floor.

I resisted answering with something trite like, "home is where the heart is," so I just said, "home."

That got him and his sisters thinking, and me too.  Once a place is your home, once your roots are there, it will always be home no matter how many places you re-plant yourself.  Sure, it is about the people that are in the place you call, "home," but I think there is something to the dirt too. 

I love the way everyone at home smiles a friendly greeting whether they recognize you or not.  I love the way people at home say, "hello."  I love the way farmers wave from the truck or the tractor by raising one finger from the steering wheel and giving a nod of the head, or even sometimes, a tip of the hat.  I love all of these things.

Without them, I would still love the way the air hits my memory because it is mixed with the dust from the fields, exhaust from tractors, smells of cut hay, pollen, and echoes of children playing or a cow giving birth.

My daughter asked, "can I call East Eden, ´home,´too?"

I said, "I hope so."



Olfactory Memories of East Eden
 hay silage turned over after a long summer rain
pony’s breath warm with the scent of grain
 pitchfork striking in the straw/horse manure
 autumn chill running down the spine reassures
 leaves succumbing to wet and worms
 running back home before the skies turn
 saw dust flying as walnut boards go tumbling
 barn door creaking on its hinges: crumbling
 snow sucked from mittens of wool
sight of the stars from the snow on the hill
chimney smoke commingled in fog
 sound of the axe splitting a log
 strawberries rotting soft and hot
 sound of her yelling, “Do not!”
bark peeled back from and old dead stump
beetle climbing across the leaf dump
 film on the pond thick and greening
 sound of the fishing line careening
milk and soap washing down the floor drain
view from the milkhouse through the broken window pane

So one little smell in a faraway place, can bring a person around
To a memory of a different type: sight, touch or sound.

See you in East Eden!

(c) 2016 Cathy Lynn